Monday, 2 January 2012

2012

It was way too normal when you say some use to it words such as "Welcome to 2012","Goodbye 2011"...Some  stuffs like that...
I am in the examination timing right now...Study in a good mood seems to be the hardest mission for me currently, the engine was not hot enough to warm up my study mood right now...
Talking about my engines, I would like to replenish my engines with something different....(not talking about cars)
People say 2012 was going end...I try not to rebut that but also try not to care about it...
Going back to my engine of 2012, I was glad that challenges are there by allowing me to go through; event though there are moments that I would tend to avoid it, but, it was a process of being a human by making mistakes...But not repeating the same mistakes that you vow not to repeat it in this year...
Had a few lists in mind that I wish to complete in this year, but, who the hell CARES ???!!!!
Not saying I am not going to complete what I want to do, another way round of doing it sounds better...
I don't really hate exams, just that when I'm not in the motive; the performance and results would not be in how others see on me...
But, who CARES???!!!
Again not implying that I would never put efforts on changing my engine, change another way round sounds better....
2011 was been a year of not to say hectic but, manage to take care of it...
Being a normal student (am I ?), I tend to change a bit this year....Strictly to say it had already implied a bit this year...
There's a Chinese saying: 尽人事,听天命...Do your best, leave it to the fate...
That's practically how I'm going to change my engine...I will try my best for it to maintain, but, when it comes out wasn't what I dreamt for, it wouldn't had that much impact (marks as an example)
Sincerely I express my greatest appreciation to all of my friends, classmates and lecturers that helped me go through 2011, it was bit lame wishing it a bit late (today is 2/1/2012), but, wishes never meant to be late when it has the component of gratitude and love...
Technically, I had no big dreams in this year, no tons of unable achieve aims in my thoughts, I had just one simple wish for this year: BEING BACK TO NORMAL...
How and What do I mean of being back to NORMAL, as in being me or???
Who knows and who cares what will happen in the future?
All I understand is, do my best for it but not cry to the death after when I found it late...A credit for a blog post of a friend of mine which inspired me so much...Which was why I had such though of care about it but not all of it which was not worth for it...
Let us observe what will happen in the future of mine...It was just about to start...
Happy 2012...

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