It's been A While

It's been a while that I disappear from the blog.
It's been a while that I tried so hard to evade the responsibilities.
It's been a while that I never done my homework.
How long?
Years, months, days, hours, minutes or even seconds?
It took long enough for me to discover.
It's been a while.
Had you ever look carefully to your parents eye?
Had you ever pay attention to my parents?
Had you ever tell your parents how you love them?
No, it should be something as below:
Had I ever look carefully to my parents eye?
Had I ever pay attention to my parents?
Had I ever tell my parents how I love them?
I and I, and it will be always I.
I admit I didn't.
I should be aware.
Ages fade away, wisdom grows.
There were so much to tell.
I Love You, but How?
Love should never be a secret, right?
It shouldn't be a burden neither.
I love them, but How?
It's been a while, since I tell them how much I love them.