Monday, 22 August 2011

Inspired

Loads of inspiration happening around me lately...Bare in mind all are the good ones...
I like to read, both in Chinese and English...Lately, I'm into one of my friend's blog...She gave me what was the precious most : Inspiration....Time by time reading her blog, it gives me a new page of ideas to write on...
Her latest title was on her exams and stuffs, but, what I amazed and attracted was not just about language, it was her message, and the title already giving me a lesson...
DON'T BOTHER...Yes, most of the time, I like to sulk over what was already spilled, it was a past, why look back when it was not suppose to be ?
Moments past..And I would try my best to capture and treasure it, while I can and while I;m able to do so...
In a way that I love happy memories and who doesn't ?
This friend of mine was a Christian, following the God's will...And I am a Buddhist, following on what I believe and taught...
No offence, and I found something interesting...I need to start learning not bothering about exams that long...
I love to do that and I enjoy it sometimes, and I found it difficult to walk out from the darkness of making myself sad when doing exam...
My style exam goes like this : I will never ever read the moment I start my journey to exam venues, and that is a tradition of mine, but I broke that today, and I read it when I was heading for it...For the very first time, I study very last minute (please do not follow)...And I am so worry about it...
When I walk in, I look at the clock hanging on the wall, and mine was slow...The moment the invigilator said you may answer, and I answer with what I have inside my brain...
And I know what I can do, even though I know I would loss marks..WHY care??
I was suppose to let go, right ? In a way that I need to let go...I did my best, and I believe everyone did the same thing in exams....I try not to look back, and I did look back the answers, but, the feeling of blaming myself for what I am seems to fly away, and I didn't even noticed...
I finish reading her blog just know, which gave me an idea on to write about Inspiration, with her blog title that was catchy...I am grateful to had wonderful blogs to read on, and serve as an improvement as well...
DON'T BOTHER...Its a good title, and a good practice, as in where I really need not bother about it while I can, I did what I can to save it, to reverse it, to keep it and to maintain it...I believe for who I am and what I can do, this is not ego nor pride, this is self confidence, as in where I am grateful for who I am, and what I can do, to preserve...And I am grateful to have inspirational friends, that would always help me in a way that I can...
Either it is directly or indirectly, friends are there for each other even though it was just as simple as sitting beside you...Dedicated to her, and the rest of my friends that gave me an opportunity to know myself better...
Inspiration does not only comes randomly, but randomly with what is worth to be inspired, even though it was just a simple action or words to express...
Thank you for the inspiration....

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