Magic Wand = Yourself

If I had a magic wand, I would like to wipe out all the sad memeories I had, and fill it up with all the happiest moments...
If I had a magic wand, I would like to foresee the future, and make things to become the way I wanted to be...
Everything sounds so on my own way, because I control my own life, and I made my own way out of it...And everytime it failed to do so...
How I wish I could really work it out soon, how to made my life busy and easy, and it will always be a statement, not an action...It will always hanging around there...
It sounds so awesome, when one's life was easy and busy at the same time...Maybe I need to practice to be multi-tasking...
I love my life to be busy, but easy at the time when it's busy...
It was contradicting and I knew it was not going to happen, I know myself well, by the time I was in busy mode, it wouldn't be easy...
Transferring a sentence from a drama:
The taste of original coffee is bitter, but, you can choose to add sugar or milk to make it sweet...
And I prefer coffer in suger or milk or both...
The magic wand thing seems to be a failure when you can add sugar or milk into your coffee/life...
In case, If I had a magic wand, I would really love to add sugar and millk all the time to fill up the empty spaces in my life, substituting it with happiness instead of sadness...
I tried not to look at the past, and the past seems always sadness when I ever try to look at it...
There are happiness too in the past, and it will always pass by just like that...
Woke myslef up from the instance dreaming in the past, everything was just a pile of dust...
It wasn't too late to realize everything was in the past, and past tense always come after present tense although you can choose to write it either in present or past...
Like writing like taking public transport, can life be?
Cool...Since you can choose to write an essay in past tense, you can choose write in present tense...
You can choose to stop or board in any train station/bus station you want, doesn't that the same thing in life??
And that's your choice, the magic wand is your yourself...